I am totally beat for the past weeks, couldn’t wake up, couldn’t keep those already small eyes of mine open. I am really very tired.

I complain to James on how tired I’m totally, and yet I was kind of worried about 2010. Cause it almost as if I am starting out like a fresh grad. I’ve done my best, and send out all my resume to the schools, but yet not one reply me ):

As much as I’m all that bubbly. I am really worried. What if my decision to leave the company to be a freelancer again, is proven wrong? OMG, I am worrying myself day and night, that it is driving me insane.

I didn’t think that a job change can be so worriesome. My friends simply take it like a pinch of salt, taking the time off as simply a long extended holiday. I can’t seem to do that.

That’s bills to be paid, expenses to be met, allowances to be given.

I seriously don’t know where I can find the cash flow to tide me over.



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Just another girl

Always thinking, always wondering. living everyday. She is standing strong for herself, looking forward and always try to be positive. Now, tell her something that she don't already know.

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