Seriously, one minute I am pissed. Another, I feel like crying. Next thing you know, I am feeling alright and in fact happy. And then like thunder, I am stressed annoyed and upset.
I thought that since I am like a thousand years old already, I should like get over feeling so emo and getting all PMS-ing. Like that should happen only in my teens. And I should be preparing for my mid-life crisis, which don’t happen til I am like hitting my forties.
Take yesterday, I felt so alone! Fucking alone, when I am surrounded by a billion of people! No introduction, and no holding of my hands. I was left to fend myself and looking stupid. I tried to make myself looked busy and with a purpose, but I think I failed miserably. I bet the millions must be wondering,
‘Why is this stupid girl hanging around here, she have no cap and she don’t belong here. LOSER.’
Never mind I will simply let it go, and start dealing with my ‘mid-twenties’ crisis.
“I AM FUCKING LOST IN THE WORLD ): “
Really, like I shouldn’t feel this way but I am in every aspect of my life.