Yesterday, Mel was the only one that TEXT ME (: Ahahahahas I am happy that she cared.

Anyways, after clearing things up and me being as childish as Wanjie (no offense), I went on a whole crazy-emo text msg craze. I know I know, I am insane and not to mention I can imagine Mel being shocked. But it’s been clear that I have no one else to turn it already, besides her and Wanjie.

I may looked like I had it all, but clearly I have nothing. I love to pretend, and clearly I am such a great pretender.

Yesterday was like my breaking point already, texting her while tearing was simply not cool ): But I couldn’t control my emotion and have no one else to blame but myself. I put myself into this sort of situation that I hate a lot.

So many times, I tried to move away, so many I had failed miserably. I used to be stronger, but now I am a fucked-up loser.

But I promised myself that there will be limit, and like what I told Mel one day I will just walk away without trying.


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Just another girl

Always thinking, always wondering. living everyday. She is standing strong for herself, looking forward and always try to be positive. Now, tell her something that she don't already know.

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