Am I playing the game, or am I being played? Seriously, time and time again, I try to do a check on myself. But I tend to side-track a little. Dang.
And plus, it is almost too evil to mind fuck anybody. I don’t wanna be the evil bitch that breaks people hearts. I wasn’t to begin with and I definitely don’t want to start now anyways.
But now, what is really going on, I am seriously and fucking not sure myself. I hate it when i am losing control. I need to be in control, I don’t want my heart and emotions to run wild anymore. What dreams? There ain’t any fairytale dreams.
Denise, I think it is time to stop playing.