If only I live for another day

I rather feel the pain through dance, then to feel it through flashbacks.

I am taking baby step, one at a time. But everytime I think, tears run down endlessly. I want to hide in my room, and just stay there. Give me at least 2weeks, or wait give me just 3days. That is all I am asking. I need to hide, and cry my fucking eyes out, make myself mentally prepared for the consequences, and what-nots. And all the possible thoughts of harassment and follow-ups.

I need to hang strong, but it is like stock-market. Going up and down like there is no tomorrow. I want to bbm you Jaymes. I want to, but I know.

I can’t.

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Just another girl

Always thinking, always wondering. living everyday. She is standing strong for herself, looking forward and always try to be positive. Now, tell her something that she don't already know.

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