I have done it, decided to do it, and now I can’t turn back now. I am mentally drained and physically gone.
I am glad to have great people around me who genuinely cared for me, but this fight, I have to stand and face it alone. Yesterday will be the start of a nightmare, and will continued to haunt me as long as I lived. Or least it this is really over. But when will it be?
One year, or a couple? And maybe never.