Harder than I thought

Dear You,

And just as I thought, I had it all under control, I bump into you. It was awkward, but I had to be friendly. Hugging you just brought back so much memories, and you didn’t let go. I don’t know if you’re drunk or I should just care less. All I knew that I just want you back, to those days where we cared less about the world and more.

My heart ache with every memory, and I hate you for bring those sweet moments back to me. I struggled so hard, but obviously to no avail, and I succumbed to tears on the way home. I shouldn’t care, I should see you to the car, I shouldn’t get onto the car and I shouldn’t stay back. I shouldn’t cared for you.

I shouldn’t hang on. I hate myself.




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Just another girl

Always thinking, always wondering. living everyday. She is standing strong for herself, looking forward and always try to be positive. Now, tell her something that she don't already know.

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