What is this scary feeling that I am having inside? The giving up feeling, and defeated and letting go feeling? It’s ridiculous, and work haven’t been kind at all. The one thing that I turn to haven’t been treating me well.
Blows after blows.
I shouldn’t be facing all these at one shot. Not before my birthday either. Never mind, I am standing strong, or at least trying. Deep down, I know that I am at the brink of collapsing.
I am done with all these.