I am so tired, but yet I cannot sleep. This is ridiculous. What is happening to me?
Back at East Coast Rd, very exhausted with every moment I tried to sleep abruptly disrupted by thoughts and all. What’s more, something might happened. And I am praying so hard it’s not realizing. Cause it’s not something that I can deal with alone. Not in this current state or mind.
The hunt for a place continues, and There are already news of places that i should take a look at. I am not sure how I am going to break the news to my parents. I know that they will duly be very angry! And the possibility of them not speaking to me is possible as well. But I will do what it takes to heal myself.
How I wished I am actually on a holiday break, away somewhere. Where have all my balls went to? Why am I not gutsy anymore? Why don’t I trust myself.