Step out into the sunlight.


So much to fill in, and finally SYF is over, is the all important news (: 3 whole full months of tears, weight lost, self doubt and extreme tiredness. And it’s finally over, til 2 years later.

I feel like a happy bird right now at this moment. But we all know that results will be out tomorrow, and I am praying very hard. I try not to think so much, just be hopeful.

Personally, I am trying hard to look forward with sunshine on my face. Trying very hard. I am trying to keep everything light and positive. I still miss those moments, but they are the past and I think he is moving on nicely. It’s not that I am not trying, but somehow I am still holding back. Panda said I have lack of faith.

I told my students why I choreograph their piece in such a way. And I can’t helped to tear, while explaining. And they did justice in their own way, and I am very grateful. And I guess, it is still so raw for me. And I really do hoped you really did get to watch it.

Tomorrow will be another jittery day. I pray for the best.

P.S. : I scroll through all my pictures and I have to admit. I did lost a lot of weight. The face is much more defined and sharper. And suddenly I looked older! Sigh


Never mind, I am stepping out into the sunlight. Walk with me.


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Just another girl

Always thinking, always wondering. living everyday. She is standing strong for herself, looking forward and always try to be positive. Now, tell her something that she don't already know.

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