So much to fill in, and finally SYF is over, is the all important news (: 3 whole full months of tears, weight lost, self doubt and extreme tiredness. And it’s finally over, til 2 years later.
I feel like a happy bird right now at this moment. But we all know that results will be out tomorrow, and I am praying very hard. I try not to think so much, just be hopeful.
Personally, I am trying hard to look forward with sunshine on my face. Trying very hard. I am trying to keep everything light and positive. I still miss those moments, but they are the past and I think he is moving on nicely. It’s not that I am not trying, but somehow I am still holding back. Panda said I have lack of faith.
I told my students why I choreograph their piece in such a way. And I can’t helped to tear, while explaining. And they did justice in their own way, and I am very grateful. And I guess, it is still so raw for me. And I really do hoped you really did get to watch it.
Tomorrow will be another jittery day. I pray for the best.
P.S. : I scroll through all my pictures and I have to admit. I did lost a lot of weight. The face is much more defined and sharper. And suddenly I looked older! Sigh
Never mind, I am stepping out into the sunlight. Walk with me.