What are your dreams and aspirations? What are your goals and hope? What do you want, what do you think of?
Is it the next travel destination or the next stage in life? Is it promising memories you want to create and keep, or that special moment you must create without regrets? Who do you want to talk to every night, who do you want to think of 1st thing in the morning?
What is it that keep us going? What is it that keep us dreaming?
I remember the colour, I remember the sight, most definitely I remember the smell of those days where I can’t help falling so deep. And I remember that smile, that embrace and that comfort.
Is all that just too mundane for you? Am I just that boring? Is clubbing and alcohol the only thing that will ever bring us together? I really don’t know.
But last night, over 3 bottles of wine and a pool. I looked at my beautiful place, and smiled at the quiet serene pool. I smiled silly at JK to the right. And laughed loudly at Zoe to the left, and I knew, this is what I want. A conversation, of dreams and aspirations. Of love and hope. Of travel plans, and exotic dream destination.
Do we really have no topic of interest, no special activity and no “just us” day? Maybe I am asking too much, but I missed that distant past when we all made an effort.
Are we failing? Maybe I just need to work harder. Maybe it’s just my fault. But I genuinely hate it when someone else cared for me more than ever.
What are ours collectively together.