I hate meeting panda sometimes, the insight he have on me is ultra scary.
I hate it that he reads me like a book, no matter how hard I try to conceal myself. I hate it that he make me more emotional and vulnerable with my feeling, than I already am. I hate it that I wished the someone special knew what I am going through mentally every single day.
I wished he knows the torment I have with myself to fake a smile sometimes, at certain situation. I wonder if he is ever honest or ever sincere about everything that has happened between us.
Panda told me that a man with no sincerity or honesty, is not the man worth dating.
Do you have those?!