Welcome home

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We tried and we fight but I know back at my head, I am at war on my own.

Monday started bad. Literally..

Train fault, bad students, hopeless teacher-in-charge. What a morning, and I still have the nagging feeling that was brought forward from last week. It’s bad.

I was afraid to go back to his place to face his parents. I came up with my excuses to to shop and walked like Clarissa (as slow as a slow-loris). And find excuses to stuff my already full stomach. But I did it.

Guilty as charged.

He may have sense something, or he may not. I don’t know, but I am making a lot of excuses to just avoid and be away as much as I can.

I don’t usually am afraid of anyone. But I am always ever ready to burst the dam, listening to every piercing words.

Whatever it is, I am glad my love is home to hug me to sleep, into the abyss of darkness where he can’t see me tear.

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Just another girl

Always thinking, always wondering. living everyday. She is standing strong for herself, looking forward and always try to be positive. Now, tell her something that she don't already know.

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