Went to buy office wear, or at least Andrew did that for me! Because I was simply in denial.
“Stop bullshitting yourself”
I still feel an outsider, and Andrew can knows it. But it’s getting better, and that he is protecting me as much as he can. I am thankful.
Yesterday, was another of my mate’s wedding. Seeing all my old friends still dancing and teaching but moving on nicely in their lives tear me up just a little. Because it’s a life, that I will never have ever. But turning to Andrew and seeing all the love he have for me, I will push on even though I wouldn’t know what it will be like. And whether I will adjust to it.
“Xiao Xiao looks like you are deeply in love with him.”
I think I actually do. Baby, do you feel the same with me?