Life should be balanced. And I feel that my life isn’t. I don’t know if it’s just today, but I am overwhelmed with so much emotions that it’s scary.
My life changed so rapidly these past few months that it’s scary. I am afraid of life. Because nothing is within my control. I used to be in controlled. I used to know what I am doing. Now, I am just being swallowed in a huge vortex of mess.
I miss my family. I truly do.
All I want is a normal life. Leading a life that have no tears because of outside factor.