Everyone thinks that I am the luckiest girl on earth. But I really truly wonder, how lucky I truly am?
Do you consider a “huge” engagement ring lucky? Or what about the idea of me, never ever spend much? Or the very thought that what I want, I always get? Do all these considered to be lucky? Is lucky able to be count in terms of monetary and gifts?
What about the underlying meaning. Are tears and frown consider as being lucky too. Are all the sigh and frustration considered lucky too? Am I so lucky to feel this way all the time. In midst of gifts, I feel lousy. In the midst of “joy”, I feel tired.
I need a retail therapy. Cause I feel that I am left uncertain and unsure of myself, the future and us.