So the month is coming to an end, and all the ups and down should also end with this chapter.
I have faced this month with extreme of sadness, and joy. I doubt myself, and I took another leap of faith. But ultimately, this is not over.
My life as Denise Ong is slowly disappearing, and the term “Mrs Goh” is looming closer. I wonder, do I even want to be a Mrs when I have everything I need in my life, love, family and dance.
The trying period now is even harder than before, and I always fight with myself to stay hopeful. In all tears and pain, I see you. And I know, I need to hang on. I have proven myself long enough that I need to stand up for myself.
I am not a bad person, and I am not a slut. I teach because I love my life, and I love what I do. I don’t dance to seduce men and neither did I dance to hope to gain a man (dancers would know what and how I feel. In facing children all day and night long, you tell me? What man?). How can Anyone possibly think that I will ever? I mean seriously?!
Then what’s the point of settling down.
I am honestly disappointed and utterly upset that “you-know-who” thinks that my job is so bad that it’s unspeakable and that I am just another money digger. Or another worthless person.
I show you who I am.
Because I believe that I can. Watch me.