Talking to Adeline, give me a sense of ease. She assured that I have a life ahead of me, and settling for something less will just make me, unhappy.
Returning back to work for nearly a year, have rendered me physically, mentally and emotionally tired. At most time, I am still lost. But life do still go on. I am stuck in the limbo of not knowing what I should be doing.
Not sure if I am happy working and restarting. Not sure if I should do something entirely differently. Simply so many loop-holes of uncertainty that it sometimes annoys the shit out of me.
Saturday, has come. Time to whip myself back to the studio. Come on achy body, we can do this