So anyways, I have been under the weather for almost two weeks now. And being sick wasn’t helping the situation. And obviously I had been thinking of giving up and just take a serious break. I think that people can feel it, since I have never been this fucking emo for the longest time.
The other time was during the difficult period in Lasalle. That shall not be commented since I have decided to fuck the thing and forget. I was messed up, seriously.
Whatever it is, I have decided and made a choice. But it is only when should I execute my decision. probably mid-August. I need to be happy AGAIN. People who knows me, would know that I am ruled by emotion. Sometimes, even blinded by it. But you know, that is me (:
Talked to Fanny about it, and she agreed and supported my decision. I am so glad, she even told me to enjoy and be happy.
Anyways, James was sweet to ride down to pass me my cds that I have bought from HMV yesterday. And gosh, cds are expensive but I have no choice, since I had to buy it for work.
We wanted to have some dinner, but alas, James had to zip back to work ): Well at least, he bought something. While I did not! Never mind, take it that I am saving.
I have been good recently, didn’t even spend a single dollar on clothes and shoes. While James had been on a spending rampant (:
By the way, I am teaching 7.45am tomorrow (!!!)
At Yumin Primary School at Tampines. I am not sure why I agreed on the job, but hey (: , it is for the extra cash. Whatever it is, it is simply too late to back out. I need to wake up by 5.30am and set off by 6.15am since I am sure with my bad sense of directions…
I WILL BE LOST AS USUAL.